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[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:43 am] |
SO something happened tonight that i was hoping would happen for a very long time, but then the way that it happened and the reasons for which it happened served to make me wish it hadnt happened, and while it would have made me very happy if it had worked out, under the circumstances im rather depressed.... but only relatively depressed, I spent the entire day surrounded by people i love, people I LOVE sooooo much, its almost shocking that i can feel such passionate adoration for so many people, or that there can be so many people who are all so wonderful and so beautiful that i am so completely overwhelmed by their amazing-ness. and right now i have a good book, half a pack of turkish silvers and plans for breakfast tomorrow with my family (the non-blood-related one) so tonight im gunna mope a little bit about the one dumb boy who somehow managed to take a slightly larger portion of my heart when it was divided up amongst all these beautiful people, and tomorrow im gunna get over his jerk ass and give that affection to someone who would appreciate it.
ooh, also I made out with a really hot lady tonight, her name is rabbit and she as absolutely georgeous, and I had a lot of fun. woohoo!
My life is so whacked out. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:35 am] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you. 2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I will tell you my first memory of you. 6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. Put this in your journal, or else! |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:14 am] |
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| | dorky | ] | So i got reading glasse last week, and now i can read, so now i need recomendations for books to read, so please comment and suggest some shit bitches |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
I just realized my journal here seriously blows some gigantic shit balls heres a brief update on my life: its summer Im taking drawing and bookmaking classes on mondays and wednesdays everyday i get a call at 12:30 to get my assignment from a guy named jonathon, who pays me 12$ and hour to drive his kids to and from various locations, this makes me feel like a secret agent, except when i get there and i feel more like a babysitter. omg there is a lot of angst and drama in my life, its really irritating, I hate how my life has this way of taking something wonderful like love and fucking it up the ass until its just like a big pile of shit balls that makes you want to die. I dont really want to die tho, i can live without love and i can live without shitballs, besides i know a lot of attractive and not-entangled-in-a-drama-web people who i can refocus my interest on, also, even tho i said before i can live without love but i really dont have to because i have a lot of adorable wonderful and goodhearted friends who mean more to me than any boyfriend or girlfriend ever could, so go fuck yourself heart ache, i dont need you.
with all that said, there are some other people i want to tell to go fuck themselves but i feel that is rather impolite, so i will just add an imaginary list and you guys can fill in the blanks
- - - - - Oprah Winfrey - - |
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[Jun. 28th, 2005|02:03 am] |
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| | confused | ] | Despite out tiffs, despite her nastiness, despite all the fuss and faces she made, and the vulgarity, and the danger, and the horrible hoplesseness of it all, i still dwelled deep in my elected paradise -- a paradise whose skies were the color of hell-flames -- but still a paradise.
-Vladamir Nabokov, Lolita |
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[Jun. 27th, 2005|12:08 am] |
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| | poop. | ] | Its funny how lonely you can feel in a crowd of people if one specific person is absent, and even funnier how much you can miss them even when they're standing next to you, how frusterated you can feel that you cant just fold into one another and completly blend, like when you mix whipped cream and pudding to make mousse, I need a really big rubber spatula. Well anyway I enjoyed myself this evening, though perhaps not as much as i have been recently, and deffinitely not as much as i would have had the group of people i was with been more wisely assembled, it was just sort of an awkward group of people who didnt know each other very well and didnt get along mixed with really close friends and pretty much evryone was cranky. Tomorrow i start a drawing class that goes from 8 to 10, its pretty intense.
If anyone lives near me and is willing to pose for some photographs i would be mucho happy, Its not really a project or anything but i dont really get to take enough pictures of people, and they are my favorite subject. It would be great if someone was comfortable being partially nude because i really want to take some pictures of backs and arms, which are not nearly as attractive when clothed, but if you want to keep a shirt on I would still be thrilled just to have a model!
Ok, I am rather sleepy, so im going to go do that thing, that people do, when they are sleepy... sleep. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|03:31 am] |
I stole these from my cousin Joe, but I'm not sure if he wrote them or not (I've read some of them before) it says top ten but i cut off the top 3 becuase they were actually not as funny as the rest of them, so here are the top seven incorrectly numbered thoughts:
top ten thoughts to ponder for 2005
10. Life is sexually transmitted.
9. Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
8. Men have 2 emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich!
7. Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks.
6. Some people are like a Slinky....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
5. Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
4. All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|03:25 am] |
Bookmaking's spiffy The class will start on Wednesday I'm quite excited
Haikus are tricky such specific requirements counting syllables tankas are even harder I'm becoming obsessive |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|03:21 pm] |
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| | Heartache -- Tricky Pony | ] | Well im still alive, just toupdate everyone, the hair on my arm is odly pale, I guess because I have been in the sun a lot, I just finnished with the pictures from puerto rico and i need to start uploading pictures from Hatteras Island, which is where I was last week, It was a freaking excellent trip. Hana Liz and I pretty much just got drunk and did stupid stuff at the beach all week, and everyone was really sunburnt except me, i dunno why, but then as soon as i got home i got a burn (what the hell?) karma works retroactively. Not that i really know what that means... any way i will post more pics soon, there are a few new pics up on mediajunkee and I'm doing well. In other news I am going to learn how to play the guitar, I had some people over the other day to "Kill som bitches" (our strange term for playing Halo) and my buddy Patrick started rocking out on my guitar, and i am really jealous, so im gunna make Alex start giving me lessons. well anyway, its jog-then-shower-then-leave-the-house time. |
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| PICTURES FROM PUERTO RICO!!!! |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|01:33 am] |
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There are more pics from this trip on mediajunkee i will be adding even more tomorrow (LOTS MORE) but i need to nappy time sleep now. seeya |
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
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YAY, It's summer now. neato. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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WOW I didnt post a damned thing last month, not a got damnt thing. i will try not to do that again, tomorrow is my last day of school, and after that i should be posting rather frequently. neat. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
So yesterday I was in Barnes and Nobles and i was so totally pumped when i saw that Naruto 6 had come out, WOOT I bought it right away and read it, and now i have to wait till august to read 7 AUGUST I dont know if i will make it.
I also went to this sweet used book store called "books do furnish a room" the store is a tiny house-like building with two rooms and a desk in the middle, one half of the room is a maze of old musty bookshelves and a few shelves with cds, the other half? comic books. I nearly creamed my pants as soon as I walked in. So I read a small copy of Sin City (That Yellow Bastard, or something like that) which i thought was a good choice since i had plans to see the movie later that night, the comic was excellent. I also found this little freebie manga published by tokyo pop, which was essentially just a bunch of adverts and previews to recently published mangas, i was quite excited by the luck of it all.
Sin City (the movie) is quite good, some people had told me that its horrible and massagenistic (I cant spell) and violent and awful, it was also bad (according to these people) because all the women in the movie were hookers. Perhaps i am just too desensitized to notice, besides, there was one lady cop, a femal mercenary, and a girl who worked in a strip club but only served beer. and out of all of the women, the hookers were way cooler. anyway I really liked the movie (A movie with tons of sensless violent and naked chicks, whats not to love? seriously.
ok, so why all the mega-geeking? cuz im a geek and i figure, what better place to be a geek than in a LIVEJOURNAL??? yea, well ok cool.. im bored now an dprobably oughtta do homework. meh |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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Um, so much for my posting daily plan heh... scanning things is a lot of work for a lazy bum like me :-/ What i will do, however, is write this meaningless post so that at least someone will know im alive just in case anyone reads this crap. I will also do a little jig for you but you wont be able to see it because you arent in my bedroom sad |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|12:46 am] |
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| | Muddy Waters -- I Feel Like Going Home | ] | Ok, So I have finally decided what to do with this journal!!! Also, its a way to make use of the scanner what I just bought whoopie!!
Ok, so EVERY DAY (or as close to that as i feel like) Im going to find one 2D (or easily scannable item) from my day and describe why that sums up the event, confusing and lame? yea, it kinda is, but I will have fun
So today I'm going to use something old, because this is what inspired me. (also its midnight and im too lazy to find something new.)
 So a while back my buddy Liz and I stopped into Food Lion to pick up some milk and lemonade (we were gunna bake cookies and needed the appropriate beverages) when we are looking at the vast selection of milk products, what are we chocked to see on the shelf? this lable, HOMO I'm pretty sure stands for homogenized, and thats all dandy, but JEEZ, didn't anyone stop and notice that while they were making the lables? So we yoinked the sticker thing that was on the shelf, and naturally we had to buy this brand of milk, the best part, was when the cashier rung it up on the cash register, the little digital product name/price screen also said homo milk, i was really pumped. on the way out of the store we stopped and got a "Homie" and a sticky ball thing out of one of those 25 cent machines. Ok, I need a life, and some sleep. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|07:52 pm] |
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Today I watched Resevoir Dogs 3 times, I also organized all of my family photos. Found some almost decent photos of me (I have always thought that i was the least photogenic person on earth, turns out there may be hope. Or at least that I have 1 or two good pictures from my past 16 years of life.
I am actually losing a lot of interest in this LJ, I am not sure why i bothered to start another :-/ I mean, the name is slightly cuter than my old journal but I don't really want to lose all of the stuff on my old journal and I dunno, its just really weird. wow. I am seriously rambling, I will either kill my old journal and just use this'n or I will stop using this one soon. As far as I know only one person even reads this journal (hi icevein) this is a tough decision. most of my friends already know me by princessalbert and I really like the name, but Im just getting kinda bored with it, not to mention i just applied for some little rating community on this account and it would be sorta rude to just change my mind.... I dont think i can come up with any reason to keep them both, I already have a photojournal mediajunkee bah. I need to do homework, but i will come to a decision soon |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|11:24 pm] |
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| | nada | ] | Super new live journal, Nothing exciting whatsoever has happened since I made it. Tomorrow is MLK day which means my fruity ass school is gunna hold its annual celebration (singing, speeches, performance art, and little kids doing "cute " things) I wish i could sleep instead (no disrespect toward Dr. King of course, im just tired)
I went to see Elektra on Friday. Its actually embarassing that I was duped into seeing such an atrocity) The movie was just the generic trying-to-be-a-good-martial-arts-movie-but-also-apeal-to-the-pop-culture pice o crap. Its only redeeming factor(s) were Jennifer Garner's boobies. I have to admit it was impressive that Garner did the final fight scene entirely on her own. |
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